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I must, "I should," or "I have to" are limiting and self-sabotaging words. Use "I would prefer to..."

"The worst loneliness is to not be comfortable with yourself."
Mark Twain

Self-esteem is not something you're born with, it's a changeable facet of you that develops over time.