Life is out of control

Dear Molly,

I am afraid I cannot help with the practical problems of finding a job, or of surviving without it. After all, I don't even know what country you live in. Also, I feel rather confused about the issues with the man you invited to share your house.

However, I feel I can comment on your last statements: 'Everyone else seems to be successful and have effortless lives. Mine always seems unorganized, chaotic and messy in comparison. I seem unable to move forward and find a good relationship.'

Molly, this is simply not true, but it is highly significant that you should believe it.

I don't know anyone who has an effortless life. Do you ever read the women's magazines? They are full of the woes of the rich and 'successful': divorces, drug and alcohol addiction, other obvious responses to highly stressful lives, even occasionally suicide.

You had a very painful breakup with your partner, two and a half years ago. You're in good company -- Nicole Kidman, poor lady, has recently done the same.

Let's just think about your words. What would an effortless life be like? It would be boring and meaningless. Happiness is not something you can buy off the shelf, but is the result of meaning. And meaning is achieved by having something worthwhile to strive for.

You have been now without a job for four months. Have you been actively seeking work since? How actively? My suspicion is that your negative beliefs about yourself have got into the way of finding a suitable job.

Let me put it this way: if were an employer with a job to offer, and your mirror image applied, would you hire her? I doubt it. I think that your job applications subtly reflected your belief that you are not as good as other people, not worth hiring.

And yet... Suppose I gave you a job. How would you feel? Grateful? Determined to justify my faith in you? Desperate to make good and give satisfaction?

If yes, then you deserve a job. Get this into your head. Make up a poster and stick it on your wall:

I WILL BE AN EXCELLENT EMPLOYEE!

Look at it, and say it to yourself as you write the next job application. Paint yourself in good colours, make your application stand out, and see if your luck changes.

The same is true of anything else you want to change about your situation. You don't like being messy? Tidy up, girl! You can achieve anything you want (within reason) by taking the first step, and then just keeping going.

I think you have been hesitating on the verge of that first step. My mother had a saying: "Open your mouth as wide as you like, the roast chicken still won't fly into it." You can achieve your aims only by DOING, not by WISHING and still less by envying.

You can do it.

Bob Rich