Mother knew about sexual abuse

Mother knew about sexual abuse

QUESTION:

your avatar   Alex, 21-year-old woman

I spent the first 9 years of my life with my parents living together and my mother being treated like dirt. My earliest memory is of my father standing at the sink playing with his genitals while I was in the bathtub. His behavior towards me was what I count as being sexual abuse, even though there was hardly any physical contact. Now it's years later, my father is ill, and I am still hurt and angry. I have been suicidal and am in counseling. My brother and sister both love our father dearly. I confided in my sister, and she didn't believe me. I never told my mother, because she was always so close to a breakdown, and is still struggling to get her own life together. Lately, as I reflect on confronting my father, I wonder if my mother should be told. After a lot of thinking, I still can't decide which would be worse - if she didn't know and doesn't believe me, or if she did know and did nothing.

Could a mother live in a house where her daughter was being sexually abused for six years and not know about it? Why would she, once I grew up, cut my father out of my life so completely that he wasn't invited to my wedding? Could she honestly not know? Could she not have figured it out? After 20 years will she believe me, and if she does, will it push her over the edge?

ANSWER:

    Tina Reed, MA, LPC

Dear Alex:

It is possible, but very unlikely, that a mother would not know that her child was being sexually abused. If she allowed it to happen for such a long time and did nothing, it is possible that she knew but kept herself in denial. Sexual abuse of one's child is not an easy thing to accept. I don't think it would push her over the edge because she probably did know, at least partly or had a suspicion at the very least. Your telling her would probably confirm what she suspected all along. The only way that she would not believe you would be if she were still in denial about it. She may wonder why you waited so long to come forth.

Good luck and God bless you both.

This question was answered by Tina Reed, MA, LPC. Tina is a licensed Professional Counselor in the state of Illinois, and is also certified by the National Resource Center for Family-Centered Practice.For more information visit: http://members.tripod.com/~mothereagle/Therapy.html

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